blue, is the colour of love.

today has been rather weird.. with the chaos in the people who are close to me spilling slightly to my side. so ended up having drinks and some light dinner. seems like for the brief moment that at this point in time i could be the one who has my life sorted out. scary cool.

slightly more than a year ago, i ran off with to phuket with buddy to be alone. this time a few hours later, i'm going again. not alone this time. shring a place which has a special place in my heart in the sense that it brought me much peace by the time i left. as we were having our drinks, bud said tt the last time he came back he didnt fele like working for a month. that was how carefree we were there. i was.

so i finally dare say. wes are going. yeah. excited yet the slight bit worried. there are the million factors that will come out... like how i do not wake up happy, i snore... talk in my sleep. m paranoid most of the time. well, he already knows i drink like a fish, though not today...

so, here i am, in this place... bloggin, not at my usual spot but having my usual familiarities like lisa. weird but still very comfortable. i do like it. it could be e hoegarden without food for the whole day working for all i noe..
it is intoxicating.

for, i hardly know wat it's all about and i only know that i could only be u.. only u...

so, blue is the colour of you, who is waiting for someone to make my dreams come true