mee n mi

i have moved back,

simply because i'm elmi and not elmee..

who's that girl?

i am a big girl enough to know when to use my head when it comes to managing my emotions, though there are times when i'm completely overwhelmed..

so deep deep breathes for a roller coaster ride ahead...om..

:0)

Coco's 被爱的女人

在镜子前面 我是个被爱的女人

他就在门外 这个周末我可以依赖在他的胸怀

在情人面前 我还是单身的女人

爱若缺了缘份 我想我只能用情至深但不能太认真

为什麽被爱 有时却觉得悲哀

为什麽我还是害怕一个人醒来

为什麽相爱 日子却仍然空白

为什麽你 走不到我的未来

让爱固定下来 我不会永远青春可爱

我的美丽要你的温柔 帮我保留下来

让爱固定下来 我和你不要不要分开



我不要爱一再一再彩排

我不是每次失恋後 都能重新再来

mum's a mum

my niece is going through her first break up. my sis is going through it with her. i'm seeing my sister literally crumble infront of me and taking it v hard...

for, we are family loving people. i am brought up very close, protected and loved. pampered. so i can imagine wat my mum gone through x alot more, my dad, my yee...

so i can truly understand when u say that, there's no turning back because of the damage done.

for, we do think like peas...

pms

i realised today that some men are prone to pms. probably..

Wat's with the morning stirring after close to a month of nice good silence. you have to unleash a tiarade of smses..

seriously... i can only shake my head...

for, i am amazed what can be conjured up out of boredness...

bubblewrap girl

Wat more could a girl ask for?

I couldn't be more contented with my life at this point in time. But wes can always hope for perfection yes? Tt would probably elude me for another 2 and a half years. Not that the length of the time could possibly make things any different. But still,

thank you for making me feel like i have the courage,
thank you for the encouragement,
thank you for standing by my choices,
thank you for filling in,
thank you for listening,
thank you for always laughing along,
thank you for unfaltering...


thank you, you.. you,you, you and you....
u all know who u are =)

for, I'm blessed and loved... very blessed...

no.19

last night i couldnt even play through the first 3 bars of my favourite chopin nocturne.

i had the biggest meltdown since 3 and a half yrs ago...

BUT,

a nice blading session in e crazy weather, dinner n a glass of wine later. i'm back n bouncy again.

the ability to self heal is quite amazing...

for, being intertwined in 2002 vintage shiraz n atonement is meant to be icing