It's really difficult to watch some this close to u be overcome with grief n sorrow. most of the time my consolation would involve a drink usually my treat. this time it's different... i could only silently stand by as a million thoughts poured through and i contemplated what was the right thing to do.... In the end i jus stood there. stood there n held his hands.

for, i really wished i could have done much more...wished i held u