25

i'm 25, i never tot i would make it this far. now i can't imaging wat life would be like for me at 30. i didn't think i would live tat long. haha. I finally had a peaceful n lovely birthday. For the past few years it's always been either a fight with someone or some other major crisis at this time of the year.

It seems that e most difficult time for me each year is the end april n early may period. This year was the study issue and the loan problems that although more or less settled has been continuin to haunt me till now and i suspect for awhile more. At tis very highly stressed period, it's been really difficult for me to hold it together. I did wish i had my mee sua n a birthday song though. I was hoping to have a quiet drinks session wif the LOEG bunch but unfortunately, it didn't happen.

So i really appreciated that u dropped work n brought me to the coolest place for wine with e humourous bunch n made i laughed heartily. And yes i was really touched by the cake effort.

The last time i was so happy was when i was at phi phi and i was snorkeling n there were just the fishies n me... Thank you for the many sms n lovely presents :)

For it hasn't happened in a long while. And for making me feel that i can hang on just that bit longer..