1.5cm day

it's been almost a week since i was in sch... so quite a few people came up to me to ask me how i was, u asked me how my day was? .... i retold my nodule story story like at least 10 times and was at the end of a rather blunt joke about if i got tumor... not really his fault. but really bad timing. i had to go out, refill my yucky herbal water and push back the tears..

someone later told me that i look forlorn.... i stared at the mirror for a good long time, scrutinizing every inch, fine line and blemish and wondered what made him say that as i removed my pretty lined eyes after a really long and tiring day of school,a late dinner, housework which involved e removal of a dead cockroach, clearing out fridge, laundry

having a constant fever, stabs of painin your ear n neck, on-off headaches, stuffed up nose is not really helping. pls be a little patient as i try to go about the everyday nonsense that i usually do. Indulge in the little things that cheer me up

thank you for the sms(es), messages, prayers, company. It is difficult but i can surely do it. i'm really quite tired right now and it's quite being strong and positive ALL the time.

send me jokes, funny things. talk to me about rubbish, laugh with me. do all our silly things. keep me sane.

it's 1.23 am and i didn't manage to sleep at 11 like i had hoped for....FUCK