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just discharged and home after e 2nd op. completion of the thyroidectomy.
in blips...
- operation went well, in e surgeon's sense.
- it was Fucking pain... they were readily offering me morphin injections in recovery.. i had to bite back my tears and just bear with it...
for e same procedure i went for again, the pain was really not quite the same. on a degree of 1-10. it was 7. and this one hurts all the time. i kid u not.
that plus the regularity of puking everythin i attempt to eat n drink plus the new addition of the pins n needles in my feet and palms, cramps in my arms kinda sums my entire experience up. i forgot to add that i get e shivers.... yes. like uncontrollable shaking. like a "bobo tea" doll that they used to have on the bubble tea carts.

- i hate to stay in e hospital. they people are noisy. talk, bitch and SNORE loudly. and the nurses come in like every 2-3 hours to bloody take your pressure and temprature and they do it nosily. HOW TO SLEEP!?!?!? huhuh? how to get well?!?!? luckily i brought my Chao pillow, which is not chao... to cover my ears. and i DON'T like to sleep with other people. give me a A1 room anytime. who says it its scary?







My fingers cramped up 3 times while doin this entry... being sick really sucks....