Tuesday, November 16

steamboat

Spent my holi partying, catching up with old friends n very deprived of sleep. I have given up on getting a gown cos even as pretty as it is i can't bear to spend like 150 bucks for a less than 3 min item... but still... i need to come up with something to wear. I still have time...

Had a steamboat thingi at my place n e group came over. Very hari raya but heck, we just needed to catch up. We were suppose to have lunch which dreaded to dinner.... it's an amazing food marathon. In this "non-alcholic meeting", as huiying puts it lovely. We ate, gambled, bitched, took turns to babysit joyer. I agree with huiying on e part where it's tiring to meet new friends beacuse u have to go through a great deal of never ending explaining on what u are like n why u do what u do. I love them all to bits, so to hell with men who says :"you should spend less time with them!" Zhong overslept n woke only at 8pm. So for the official record, he says the next dinner is on him.

Now i need to get back to my practises and sleep. steel n nimble, steel n nimble....

Tuesday, November 9

Today is e start of my 10 day diet/ die with a t... duh. My very strict no rice, potatoe n chocolates. very tough. Even e lousy dove in e fridge is smiling at me. Well, i need to bloody fit into some nice long glam gown which i haven't gotten down to getting cos if i can't play well i can at least look good! hahahaha had my first combined prac with shin2 tis afternoon. Very, very bad. We will attempt on e seiler grand on wed. i can't imagine playing ff andprettissimo on e steinway. think i will make p.tchk. turn in his grave n e tin soldiers trip while marching in e suite. The school wanted a bio of me n being e lazy person i am i cut n pasted my intro from e newsletter dated like 7 months back. But still i threw in line to glorify what a wonderful environment i'm in. I can't wait for my fellas to read it hahaha...

I need a gown... e type where it's long n flowing n half e time u are trying not to trip... lousy.

Friday, November 5

russian march

This landed out of nowwhere, to cut a long story short i had to take over this peice from this young guy who halfway through practise, realised that playing this piece gives him heart problems. literally, i'm not kidding. Anyway 5 days into cramming it n stressing out about e actual perf, i've come to realise that perhaps it is a cursed piece... it's given me headaches every single time i attempt to practise. N oh yes, it's suppose to be bloody.... bloody fast... but i can't do it! hahaha

Next life, i want to be a man or a kitten that stays at e beach resort. Kate wants to be a cockroach. Will attempt to go to bed early so that i can wake in time to take e train tom.

Monday, November 1

You are Love
Love:

You are bubbly, kind, and pure. You
enjoy the company of friends and those close to
you, and are just a generally happy person.
Your main desire is for those you care about to
feel appreciated.



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You're a "Blue Angel".

You're a smarter one than most and are the more logical thananyone you know. You also have very strongmorals that you stick to through it all andyou'd stand up for whatever you believe in evenif no one else agrees. You're a little bit shyaround people but you love to be with lots ofpeople anyway. You have appreciation for thingslike music or poetry or art. You yourself cansing fairly well but you don't like to sing infront of people. You're very thoughtful andpeople love how creative you are.

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Having my porride n pickles, not exactly healthy but e banana n juices later can make up for it. I've decided to snack on healthier stuff for my tv day. It has to bloody stop raining so i can go for my regular swim. Do men pefer slight tubby women n do chubby faces really appeal more? i think some people for really polite ha ha

Was in a lousy mood last night lamenting between e idealist world n e practical world. sometimes i get e feeling that my due date is up n i have missed out big time. A very dear friend was on e phone n chatting n picked up on my moods so we actually had a very good talk. We were comparing myself n 2 folks of my same age n all we could say was that my heart is very old. It's sad in a way that i seem to have no faith watsoever in e matters of e heart. They say at 24 u should be dating madly n breaking hearts but heck i can't really be even bothered to date. N working at e funny hours hasn't totally helped either. At e end of the day, i just needed someone to remind me that expiry dates are usually found on e bottoms n most of e time they are blurred out so u can't really tell. I am quite consoled that if i'm left on e shelf, it'd be e top 10 best sellers one. Non-fiction pls thank u :)

I shall head to borders later