so long, farewell!

it's the beginning of the settling and the last day of the year n i look forward to the next one,

here i m on the balcony with my wine n music n missing eriko.

a new look, a new year, a new beginning..

cheers yer all.

hark the herald cannot pitch....

i finally went for my sso xmas concert after missing it for the last 2 years.

it made my month.. blew me away,

i spent the night so rejuvenated only to have the nice feelings be replaced by dread the moment we started getting on the merry go round in e esplanade carpark.

i wil start getting a grip on things.....

there is hope on having urself a merry little christmas!

for, i was so busy i forgot to buy 4d today!! hiaks.. dun check = no heartpains....

Lock&lock

3 rd consecutive nite of no sleep after a scare this morning...

i m running on reserve power now.... tmd

to know tt i have generals from higher authority for protection, i m very comforted.

stolens and stealing

sometimes we drink in celebration,

other times we drink to blanket our misery,

we also drink to celebrate the colour n depth of the s**t we're in...

i can see a little spot at the end of e tunnel,

n i can definately get there with some bubbly and tomatoes.

for, we can never keep wat doesn't belong to us nor steal watever tt cannot be stolen

30%

i'm awake at this time of the night,

i can't sleep becuase if i lay down, tears will well up and i stubbornly refuse to cry anymore,

i have a friend who can sense me being unhappy and an sms from her gave me peace,

i have a brother n a sister who are holding my hands,

i wil make it through this...