gong xi gong xi

*reunion dinner
had it at my popo house. she made 4 trips to e market! the usual 8 course dinner with tom yum n green curry. then to e nursery.

*Nian chu yi
e usual hopping aroud. this yr e stops included gio's plc, his aunty's and KH. So my parents have already told e majority of my relatives and yes... "wah, finally, next yr no ang pow liaos..." duh. luckily my mom say can take but have to also give. It is still definately very weird to get ang pows from friends. hee. sore throat. small coughs. plus "ooohs"

*Nian chu Er
My mom's bday and her super "wang wang-ness" went to visit and then rushed back for celebration and the folks start e annual mahjong madness. missed going to huiying's house. aft dinner we decided on e spur of e moment and headed to ktv with e golden couple n charmerni. so my sore throat gets terribly worsen and by e time we left gio was hardly understanding wat i was saying. massive coughs. plus defining perimetres of "ooohs"

*post CNY
fever, puked and still audible... lousy.

*HUAT ah!!!!

for, if u put a pea under e pillow. i will noe. i am a real princess after all ;)

the waiting game

3 hours of feeling like a char siew pow later my hair seems to look a bit better. mum keeps aksing me to get it rebonded and i refuse to. it will probably mean 6 hrs on a salon chair and i will definately pass out...

After a few relationships i haven gotten very much smarter. the silly things i do like fall asleep holding the phone in my hand and having the snooze reminder in my head that goes "he is coming" or "he is going to call" while threading in and out between consciousness... only to awake later boiling mad and attempting to go back to complete slumber in the highly pissed mode.

So, i was late for class agin this morning and got caught by mona. lousy.... if they are going to be so strict i'll prob get a stack of warning letters during term break. the new flexible time is 5 mins... shit...

I'm not very good at this...I am still a silly girl at heart and will willingly play it like once or twice. so pls be a litle sensitive to my feelings...an sms or a call isn't too much to ask for, i reckon. nor do i expect honey pumkin sugarlicious or sweetpie honey bunss.

what's in a name? defining...

when there is a lack of the physical affection and QT, i tend to look forward the other little things. hence, i do feel like the gf who stays in the closet. mayb cos it's my personality. i'm shy but not that shy. it's like the time u call me elmi. even my close friends dun. it feels odd and mostly distant. i hate it...

mayb it's e weather, stress from school and everything else. sucks.

i do miss u.

am dying from the teaching schedule... stay at arm's length, vaguely hostile

xuan ming er lao & "ming" sect VS cheng kun

the internet is a scary tool. like how we can sets counters to set the I.P hits on blogs and see who have come by to read. so becareful of what u have to say for they come back to bite...

i cannot help but say this, why e pretense and trying to potray e "self-righteous prince" image? offer help??!?!?! BAH HUMBAG! i have EAr, EYes witnesses to prove otherwise. very tvb serial. am i victimised? i dun feel that anymore. they are others but things are getting to the point where whatever u say jus dissapated.. i was actually feeling quite sorry but alas, i should have known better....

for, a cat remembers

the warth of a cat

I was so mad that the Extremely foul mood lasted and spilt over a few days. every little thing left me in a magnified state of annoyance.

after a mini apex summit with char siew man, we kind of concluded that i shouldn't send E MAIL out. I'm still angry and will be for quite a while reckon, and i shall never see u in e same light again. I will also not cry again. IF u cannot even pay me e courtesy, i shant even bother to get upset AGAIN! and oh ya, forget about even being friendly. school has been rather enjoyable and i wait with baited breathe for the drama to infold.

will drop an email to cousin in bangkok so that we can lay our hands on the coverted tee-shirt. i waited in vain for 4 days for my free lunch. this has been e closest ever. DAMN it!

for, char siew and sio ba rocks!

D-Day

finally finally got e date. YESSSSs.... now to get the little things in place =). pray tt resturant not booked.

wednesday disparate blues w Mr charles mingus

i woke this morning after havin a rather decent good rest. BUT, still late again when i discovered i didnt bring my wallet out when i got on e bus. STILL i took a BMW to sch and contributed to the SMRT. I am very proud of myself.. =)

Pls stop asking me when the W is happening. i still do not noe yet... will update in some form of mass media once it's settled. till then hold on to yer panties.

jus having a breather in between classes. Life will be very difficult if u keep harping on it. jus let it go already will ya!?!? i jus cant seem to understand your contracting comments!

oh, smiling at u doesnt mean tt a person like u, u noe... GET it!

for, we will jus happily wait and try to avoid any FSILTB crisis in e meantime. love ya

long weekend of the sleep deficiant week

i was sick... still am. was in e rain and caught a chill.

After my normal madness teaching, we met KH - aka. "i have to buy a blink blink for my wife now" for dinner. very luxurious dinner of my fav frog porridge. marmite chicken, and french beans fried with dried shrimp n salted fish, :P

There was then e last min arrangments to have a medium sized coffee rather than a small one. headed to pick Liz, went to east coast, met CHH and then coffee-ed and waited for th egolden couple. They did e IT talk and bowled while LIz and I caught up. details n details. She made the 8 in my 10 :) But i still agreed. It's good to see u again girl after so many months. I CHOPE u oki..

tom is E fortune-teller day... in e morning

rainy days and happy days

It poured like madness today. I haven laughed so hard in a long while. SO it turned out tat i was 88.32% spot on about the issue with the African fly. i should major in fortune telling and divinition. Hail Guru Meow Meow...

Fancy an adult stamping feet and throwin a hissy tantrum. Go get some serious paying work, like e rest of us who are working our a**es off to pay our fees. If u cannot deal with a small issue like this on your own i reckon u can handle anything as much..

I shall spare the details. they need to be told. I am kind most of the time. jus stay away from my turf and toes. IF the need arises that you DO NEED some form of attention. pls talk to anyone of us. there are almost 15.5 in the lot who have been quitely nice n tolerating. WE Will not bite IF u try to approach us. Do it on the days when u haven talked to anyone for at least 4 hrs, e least be that anyone possible one of us could be mad at u. IF u do look carefully we have been patient. today it's babe, tom it'd be someone else.

We are crossing our fingers and toes that U leave. Should u decide to stay, pls stay far far away and keep your mouth shut! for u could possibly progress from beyond redemption to a little less irritable.

Shorthaired and ragdoll loving, we are nice a kitties lot and we file regularly. BUT we do scratch as u have already found out. i could recommend a good post for the remainder of ur stay should u succeed in throwing another one of those fizzy fits...

Try me... u'll see

cross hands and pinki melody lines

The brahms rhapsody is playing in my head.. 2 sight read attemtps have left me absolutely thrilled.

it is e cool weather u noe, it does wonders...

a+a=2, axn=some

the first week of school is over. 14 more to go. 14 of 10-12 weekday n working half weekend. so terrible right? i will continue to slog like a coolie...

will continue to cross my toes as i wait forever for them to give me my results so can calculate marks for the 3 i need to pull through.

1 ballad set. how e F and i suppose to come up with an original composition? tim is mad. will continue to but josh coffee n hope that i will get my free lunch next week.

it is also time to consider hiding away in batam to finish our assignments.

A lovely way to welcome e my one-day weekend with a nice peach flavoured mix though without the favourite bitter lemon. yes. me and my ah peh drinks =)My memember's card is so rotting at the staff room above e club..it has been awhile since someone i like came to spin. i mus definately check ou e acid jazz lounge at MOS. perhaps when i am not so tired. When i'm bored i go out, when i'm tired i saty at home and refuse to budge and be anti-social.

i should sign myself up for a dancing class. i do a good rendition of the "tor kar por dance"

next week is a BIG week. cross ur toes tightly on tis one.

cheers

redemption to the my fav sax player

the first official class today was Jazz History. After the "wat's ur assesment for the term and dateline talk. He started the class with a dissection of JC's Love supreme.

Thank you for making the first week for sch a bit better and restoring a bit of faith. He has also, i quote "Strategically" grouped the working students with the non working ones for the history project. how creber!

back to school

e year starts and so does my 2nd semester. There are a hundred and one things to do and a thousand and one other little things to fret about. I thought i was gonig to have a easier time as i have creberley plotted to teach my students in their respective packs and and having more free evenings. Trust e sch to screw things up by making me go everyday at 9 and finishing at the odd evening hours. so i will be meeting u for lunch and strange coffee hours. =o). tis madness schedule could be a blessing after all, i could possibly lose some weight.

here's some snippets of the happenings in e last 3 days:
- African fly is back in school.
- I still dont understand why we need to consult fortune tellers? as long as it makes parents happy and i dun have to wake at 6am...
- SO, we still havent fixed e date.
- as i was typing this entry, my chef, who is away to visit his mum jus appeared on tv.
- tim let me out off the performance workshop class n freaked me about badly.
- i have apparently scraped through e workshop, technical and aural exmans.
- they are still plotting me to keep me away from my supposed aural level.
- i broke linsay's heart by leaving fusion.
- trusty bubbles has died on me. leaving me to rely on e mobile phone alarm once again. it's nice to wake up to under e sea and have an extremely poliet alarm that wishes u good morning. i cant simply jus replace it with a ringing one. i will miss it sorely. it was a gift and i've had it with me for the last 5 yrs.

i need inspiration for 2 jazz standards, 1 blues and an original composition for my yr end recital which happens in april. help help...

pls buy me nice food when i see u for it looks set to be a busy busy 2 and a half months. and i will be having trouble sleeping for awhile...

2006

Happy 06 to my dear friends. IT's another new start for e year. Let's be happy =)